For weeks now I have been feeling a strong urgency to update our blog. There hasn't been anything new to share with anyone, but I have felt an overwhelming urgency to update and let people know that we are still here and still waiting. I've even told Steve a few times..."Don't let me go to sleep tonight without updating out blog!" But like all "good intentions" I would end up falling asleep and not updating anything.
So, here I am. It's a Sunday night and it's almost midnight. We have been back in school for a week now and I know I should have been asleep a long time ago. However, tonight has been a night that I have needed for a while and I just couldn't go to sleep without posting something on here. I'm not going to share everything that's on my heart because I want to make sure I word it the right way. I want to make sure that I don't miss one part of what God is doing in me, in Steve, in our family, and in this journey. He is the reason I am posting this tonight. It's for His glory that I refuse to give up when the situations around me look hopeless and it feels like we are going to be waiting forever. It's my faith in the promises He's made that gives me hope. He is not a liar and He does not go back on His word. He has proven that to me tonight through a conversation I had with my sister! I can't wait to share all of it and I promise I will explain more tomorrow. But for now...I must sleep. :-) I just couldn't let this night pass without documenting it in our blog somehow. I look forward to the day when I can share this blog with Josiah and Jeremiah. In a way, I want this to be a glimpse into the anticipation and expectation we have felt all along this journey. I want them to know that tonight was the night I made a choice...and I will tell you all about that choice tomorrow. Good night!
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